I’m starting this blog for my travels & experience as a
first time Summer Staffer with Group Workcamp. Presently, I’m on a plane to
Denver that should be arriving within the next hour of me writing this. My
first flight was out of Shenandoah airport in Staunton, VA and my parents and
boyfriend, Max, came with me to see me off. We got there with plenty of time to
check in (shockingly since I got less than 3 hours of sleep), and since it was
such a small airport they were able to stay and hang out with me until it was
time to board at 6:30AM. The time was approaching, but instead of being called
to board we were told that the flight was delayed and we needed to come to the
counter to reschedule. A shiver of panic went through me as my connecting
flight to Denver was at Dulles International in D.C. and it was leaving the
ground at 8:19AM. I was already tight for time without a delay. I think a
glimmer of hope caught Max’s eye, he said several times “this is a sign from
God that you shouldn’t leave.” As it turned out, while we waited in line the
plane became ready and it was going to land in D.C. at 8…in reality it landed
at 8:15. I did not make it to terminal D from B in 4 minutes. However, I was
lucky enough to catch the next flight to Denver, that I’m currently on, which
departed at 9:10AM. This was actually the best case scenario because I had just
enough time to get off Plane #1, grab a muffin from Starbucks, and board Plane
#2.
So. Here I am. Getting closer to my first destination of the
summer. I suppose I’ll be finding out soon where my others will be. This
four-hour flight has provided a bit of time to catch up on sleep, though the
turbulence has been a little rough, I feel more rested now than I did waiting
at Shenandoah. But, I’ve also done a bit of thinking and processing as I was
drifting in and out of sleep. This summer is a huge loss. I’m losing 10 weeks
that I could’ve spent bonding with my little sisters or babysitting the coolest
kids that I nannied for last summer or bonding with my parents or dates and
hangouts with the best guy around, Max. I’m losing a lot of quality time with
some of the people I love so much it can’t even be quantified. But, as I’ve
been told before, I think I’m continuing to better understand a little bit
about how Jesus works. If you want to follow Him, you HAVE to lose something,
and it’s okay to grieve what is lost. He asks us to take up our cross so that
in order to gain life, we must lose it, because He has come to give us life,
and life to the full. Jesus gave up His own life for us. Talk about incredible
loss. Though there is much lost, there is so much more gained. I anticipate
this principle will most certainly apply this summer. Yes, I have income to
gain, but also new friends, experience, travels, and I’m sure plenty of lessons
from Jesus himself. But, I believe my gains are not why I’ve chosen to do this
job. It’s the gain for God’s kingdom. I want to better find ways that I can
accept my position as God’s partner in ushering in his kingdom. There is much
to be done on this earth before we meet Jesus again, and I am excited to take
part in even a small bit of service right here on American soil. That’s how I
view this. I am called to be a servant, a disciple. I want to answer that call.
I hope this summer will reflect what answering the call might look like. I want
to come home on August 2 a stronger, more faithful woman of God, seeking after
my savior all the more.
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